PLEASE BRING MY SON HOME SAFE TO ME PLEASE! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU JACOB! I LOVE YOU

LETTERS FROM HOME!





I'M PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN


I LOVE YOU JACOB AND SO PROUD OF ALL YOU THAT WEAR THE UNIFORM!

Missing something special

Well another holiday came and went. I can only imagine what things could have been like
if I did not mess things up with my one and only true love. It has been so long since I have seen his face or heard his voice. I still have dreams about him. At least I can still see him there. People and the courts can not take that from me!
I have regrets every day about what I did to us! I still miss him, but I have accepted my consequences. I stand strong. Yet, still have such pain in my heart and soul. I may always have that pain. I have accepted that as well. There will never be another him, there will never be another me. There will never be a "us" again. I live with that every day, and will for the rest of my life. I pray that he finds love and someone that will cherish what I took for granted. If she is not a fool she will know what she has in her life and hold on to that with all that she is.
(Wipes a single tear from me cheek.)
Well that is all I have for now world. When you have someone that you love so dearly, Please hold on to that and never allow anything to fade that love!
Peace out!
Cherry

Another year older

Well tomorrow I will be a big 35! Yahoooo... I made it another year..LOL I hope everyone has a wonderful day, and have a toast on me!
Take care wold/
Peace out~!

NATION POW-MIA DAY / FRIDAY September 19, 2008

Just be thankful for those that gave their life, not truly knowing what they were in store for. Those whom never returned to fight for the love for you and our country. Just remember that even though you may have not known them nor them you. They gave their young souls so we can live free. Never forget the ones whom didn't get to come home to their loved ones. Remember and not ever allow them to die in vein.

SOME GAVE ALL!

GOD BLESS AMERICA AND ALL THOSE WHO FOUGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS TO BE FREE. FREEDOM DOES NOT COME FREE!
AMEN!
-CherryBear

Hello World

I am back again. I will be on and off a lil more now. Hope everyone is doing great. I have been doing extremely well. have me a new Harley to ride on, so life can't be to bad.. HAHA
Finally!!!!!!!

Love U All
Cherry

Ouchie

Oh my goodness, will my back ever heal? I broke it in February and it still hurting a lot. They said it will take a while to heal, but I didn't think it was going to take this long. So now I have to keep my posture straight so It will heal properly. Oh well I have had so many things happen to me in the past year, I am sure this well be a walk in the park. Well that is all I have for now. I will be writing more now that I do not have a thumb on me.
Have a great day world..
This is cherry saying PEACE OUT

Sad Again

Mark and I broke up, and I left. I have a new place but my heart still hurts. I guess it just was not ment to be. I just want a good man to love and share my life with. Does not seem like much to ask for but it seems it is. Life goes on . That is all for now world. Take care

How Sweet It Is

Ahh! Hello again World!
What a wonderful day to be alive. (smile)
I have my health, my kind, loving man (Mark)
my children, a great life!
What more could a person ask for? Hmmm Lets think Hmmm
Nope that about covers it! Life is grand!

Pretty excite about next month. Mark bought me tickets to my FAVORITE band!
FooFighters!!!!!! We have great seats! I just can't wait. I am going to put my favorite song video from Youtube.com for all you to see. Hope you enjoy it as much as we do.
Have a wonderful day.
I sure will!
Take care world
Untill next time this is cherry saying, shallome! (laughs)


This is my song! Hope you enjoy!

Hello World

I hope everyone had a great holiday! I know I sure did. The kids and I cooked out and played. No more over drinking for me though! I can not go threw life drunk, I miss to many things. I am happy with me and my life. It took a long time to get to this point, but at least I made it! (Smiles) Finding peace in my life is a blessing. Thank you to all my friends and family that stood beside me during this transformation. GOD BLESS You All.

My oldest graduates Sunday then off to the Army. I am very proud of him. He has grown to be a wonderful young man!
Well that is all for now.
Peace Out!


- Cherrybear

Discombobulated

My heart is feeling the weight of the world today. I do so enjoy the company of my children, but the emptiness in this darkened soul is a loneliness that I wish on no one. What I will do today is stand strong, do my best to see truth, and love as we all need to be loved.

One year Today

One year ago today April 1st was the day life changed forever. Somethings I wish I could say were better, but unfortunately it was a turn for the worse. I was arrested one year ago today for drinking and driving. As some of the optimist would say, "this is the first day of the rest of your life." Bah freaking hum-bug! It was the end of my life as I knew it. In 3 days will be the one year anniversary that Jeff left me in jail and filed for divorce. It was a time of great confusion for me and much hostility. But instead of this being a day of sadness and depression, I am spending this day with my children. Things in my life are finally beginning to come together. I am single,and trying
finding happiness with that. I must find happiness and comfort with in me. before I can be anything or any good for anyone else. I am finding me! That may sound a little selfish on my part, but you see I have not ever taken the time to discover me before. I always put the needs and wants of my love ones before me, and totally ignored what I needed. I didn't even know what my needs and wants were. I can say I know my needs now, which in the not so far past I couldn't answer that question when Jeff asked me.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Coming soon. I will be descussing my favorite authors, life happenings, politics ect.. New and improved!