Missing something special

Well another holiday came and went. I can only imagine what things could have been like
if I did not mess things up with my one and only true love. It has been so long since I have seen his face or heard his voice. I still have dreams about him. At least I can still see him there. People and the courts can not take that from me!
I have regrets every day about what I did to us! I still miss him, but I have accepted my consequences. I stand strong. Yet, still have such pain in my heart and soul. I may always have that pain. I have accepted that as well. There will never be another him, there will never be another me. There will never be a "us" again. I live with that every day, and will for the rest of my life. I pray that he finds love and someone that will cherish what I took for granted. If she is not a fool she will know what she has in her life and hold on to that with all that she is.
(Wipes a single tear from me cheek.)
Well that is all I have for now world. When you have someone that you love so dearly, Please hold on to that and never allow anything to fade that love!
Peace out!
Cherry